Whenever I go to town any subject I talk about is directed to complement a persons family.And whenever I talk about my absence of family people would prefer to live my life rather than their own.I would hear of offers to sell their children to me or I wish I did not have kids.Or I wish I did not have to live in the city.And yet I hunger for all that they hate.If we all think we are so normal then why do we wish we had something else?These are the emotions I experience from man and woman single or married children or alone when I visit the cities.And if we really do not know what we really want how can we assume that what we think is wrong is correct?Approaching our timeline makes me think that we need to find out why our calendars are resetting and if we will get what we think we deserve.

I have thought this out and know that this may amongst the men cause acts of godhood.This is america.But do you know what I really want? A redhead,an african and an asian for wives.3 perfectly merged masterpieces that will live through time.The finest in beauty that the entire globe has to offer.I would have children.All that noise.All of those angels.All of that emotion.A community nearly all of it's own.And that is what I strive for every day in my planning and my purification.I am transforming my whole life.The same home that I have lived in is different.My body has been transformed.My spirit is ascending.All of this and whatever else it takes to have something as simple as your hearts desire.FAMILY.

The world is a quiet place right now.Still hearts are in shock.All of what we love is vanishing.However I feel soon that commmunities will be filling soon as people make decisions of where it is safe and when they reexamine their priorities.